awed (odd)

woke up today with a strange feeling that i had a dream that was important but just couldn’t remember.  the whole morning i strained to try to recall but not a single recollection.

it feels like a heavy cloud is hovering over my head.  at any moment this rain may fall and soak me to the bones.  it’s creepy and sends chills throughout my body.  it is not malevolent, that’s for sure, but disturbing still.  it is similar to the feeling of nostalgia while looking over the coffin of someone who when alive didn’t mean much but you suddenly realize will be missed in their absence.

it is a dream that if i could only remember would give me comfort and reassurance.  without it, i would be empty.

so there, i feel really odd today.

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